These last few weeks, a lot of different things happened in my life, especially in my head. I met some guy, and I'm still don't know what to think about this... I also began to feel different. I have the feeling that I finally reached who I was supposed to be. I mean, until now it seemed like I was trying to find who I was, always searching but never really finding. I truly believe that I'm close to becoming this person I've always wanted to be, and it thrills me. I know I'm not entirely done with all the searching, but I sort of have images of who I used to be, who I am now and who I'll be. Is it the same person ? I think it is. But I'm changing, faster and faster every month, not physically, but mentally, I notice the change. I'm satisfied with who I am, things I do and decisions I make, people that surround me...
People... Still a couple of months ago, I would never have guessed I would be as I am now. I'm more of a girl who goes to her classes, writes down the course and goes back home as soon as it is over. But lately I've been more...aware of all the people around me, as if I had realised they were not enemies, but on the contrary, people I have things in common with. And it feels good to talk, just talk, about anything, carelessly. I can't help thinking that I eventually acted as I've always wanted to without daring. I still and will always remember this simple word that someone I care about told me a few years ago : DARE. I think I do, now.
There are still efforts to be made, things to improve, changes to be done, but it feels damn good to be me, the real me, the finally-accepted "me".
Of course I wouldn't have been able to change this way without my closest friends who have always supported me, or sometimes (he'll know what I mean) told me words I didn't want to hear, words that hurt but in the end, useful and wise words. I know who I am.

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